He asked me, "What's wrong?"
I answered back, "Everything.."

Back up, baby, back up.

EVERYTHING IS WRONG.
In the sense, that things won't go my way. And my foolish brain keeps on telling me that everything went too awry.. And it blinds me from seeing that everything's right and I'm the one to condemn. :|

Now, that's too emo-ish.

I knew he was angry, at me. I knew, but he won't tell. He will say "You've done nothing wrong"
but I muttered under my breath, "Oh yes, I've done SOMETHING wrong. If not something.. then maybe everything.."
I'm cold blue in guilt. I knew he felt sad when I was unable to accompany him in the locker.
Because I was practicing for a dance. And he saw that. And he understands, I guess.. But it still makes me guilty. Cause I saw his face, despondent. Way too despondent.


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Anyway, I was able to make my day fun. With Mr. Sunshine, Mrs. Rainbow-y, and singing blue birds. Lol. :)) I didn't get what I just typed in here.

We practiced for the dance. And I was again, the STEEL dancer. I'm a bad dancer! I swear. It was never -- well, not so much of NEVER because I dance a lot when I was in Grade 4. But it ended. I've changed. I can't dance.
You could just make me sing, but I'm not that excellent in that part too.
So, you could just yell at me "Stay at the corner, bastard!" Bastard is a mean word. :))

Okaaaay. I ate a lot. Today. Maybe because I don't care. I was carefree again today. Lol. And I guess it's not that bad. I mean.. Beauty is in different sizes!

Lol. TLE again tomorrow. Not yet done with the plates. :| How could I do that silly thing?! Laziness always reigns against me. Blame my laziness. :))

We had our Periodical // Quarterly exams in Music, just today. And it was sort of crucial in my part because I didn't have much time to study. Hope I won't get a failing grade.. Yeah, if I fail.. that would be my first time in my whole life ever to fail Music.
Um, PE tomorrow! We'll play Volleyball. I don't really like volleyball that much.. I get pretty much terrified with the "flying ball". Lol. I wasn't really much of an athletic person.



Not all seemingly happy people are happy indeed. Sometimes, when the party is over, some just sit alone and quietly bleed inside.

-- Get the point? I knew each one of us felt that once. Maybe, not just once. But a number of times.



LOOOOOK! I've seen this quote, it was very nice.

An inspiring fact to bear in mind:
Mathematics may not teach us to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide
or to love a friend and forgive an enemy.
But it gives us every reason to hope that every problem has a solution.


Goodbye. This is one bittersweet kinda day.


It cuts me to the core,
Abby. ♥